Saoirse is engaging and Ivan Ilyich dies

It's been a week of storms and reading. Last Friday we had plans to pick up takeaway and watch a movie.  A big storm blew in rapidly with straight line winds, caused damage and knocked out electricity.  It was rather scary to be honest and I watched the neighbor's porch awning torn off the wall of his home.  Another neighbor had a tree fall on their house, knocking the chimney off their roof and into another home. Sadly two people died in the adjoining neighborhood when a tree fell across their car.

Electric was out until 2:30 a.m. which made sleeping a real treat. It was 80 F/26 C in the house and we were trapped.  The garage door is electric and the emergency manual pull was not aligned, which we didn't know beforehand so...yeah...trapped at home.  But I should not complain as so many had it worse and we only experienced discomfort.  These storms seem to be getting worse every year. 

 Let's get to the books I read this week with Loki, my reading buddy. 

The Death of Ivan Ilyich is a very short and introspective book. 

This novella is about a man who has regrets during the end of his life. Ivan Ilych attained a good position in society and had a respectable career as a prosecutor.  He married well and you'd think he could be happy with his life.  But as soon as things aren't smooth in his marriage after his first child is born, he is irritated and displeased.  He spends less time at home to avoid conflict instead of being a partner in marriage, helping with any difficulties.  That may not have been the way life works for a man of that time period or how it goes in Russia.

"He now realized that matrimony – at any rate with Praskovya Fedorovna – was not always conducive to the pleasures and amenities of life, but on the contrary often infringed both comfort and propriety, and that he must therefore entrench himself against such infringement."

Upon hearing of Ivan's death his colleagues thoughts turn to promotion, now that a vacancy has occured they will all move "up the ladder."

"So on receiving the news of Ivan Ilych’s death the first thought of each of the gentlemen in that private room was of the changes and promotions it might occasion among themselves or their acquaintances."

It's a mystery why Ivan died.  He was hanging curtains and fell.  After that his health declined slowly.  His brother-in-law noticed this decline when he visited and urged Ivan to go to a doctor but no specific treatment was mentioned.  As he faded Ivan thought about all the things he wished he had done as he knew death was near.  He should have read more.  He should have been kinder and so on.  Regrets as he circled the drain.

I didn't feel sorry for him as he allowed pride and vanity to come before kindness and understanding. He wasn't a mean man but, if things weren't great for him, his irritation showed and he removed himself from a situation.

What happens after you die?  Well a lot of things happen after you die.  They just don't involve you.  Life goes on.

This is one from my Classics Club list.  3 stars.

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Next up is Saoirse. I liked this better than Ivan's story.

 An author new to me is Charleen Hurtbuise.  I would certainly read another of her books.  Saoirse was a page turner for me.  The end chapters were a bit intense and I stayed up late to finish the book.  The setting is 90% in Ireland and the back story is set in Michigan and Florida.  Two places I have lived :-)

Our main character's real name is Sarah Roy and she is living a secret life.  Sarah/Saoirse has fled a horrific past in the U.S.   She had grown up with a drug addict mother, a manipulative step father, neglect and crime.

Using a stolen passport she gets on a flight to Ireland.  Her seatmate Paul is overly solictious, helping her when she doesn't want it and after they land, kindly offers her a place to stay with his family...just for a few nights until she gets organized.  But Paul is not a good man. Paul is a creep and this is revealed later. Paul's mother makes room for her and over time things get out of hand. 

The Irish name Saoirse is bestowed on her by an admirer named Daithi (pronounced Dah Hee) when she is on a camping trip with Paul and his friends. I loved his character and Daithi is a good man. The wild coastline of Donegal county is where Daithi lives and it's so appealing in the descriptions.

Saoire is a talented artist but not a professional until, eventually,  her work gains great  attention.  The publicity she is getting makes her nervous as she fears her past will be revealed. She refuses interviews and doesn't attend any of her art showings. This only makes her more appealing and mysterious. 

Interspersed between some of the chapters are descriptions of Saorise's art.  It gives the title of the piece and the medium used such as charcoal, acrylic  etc. This is followed by one of her memories which inspired the art.  The thing is, the memories are not public, this is for us readers to hear her backstory and it isn't pretty.  Her trauma is expressed through art.

All she wants to do is reinvent her life and hopes the past will never catch up.  4.25 stars

Upcoming is Under Water by Tara Menon.  It was a good buddy read with Susan at The Cue Card .  Very descriptive prose about female friendship.  More later....

Sharing with:

Deb at Readerbuzz for Sunday Salon

Joy for British Isles Friday (for Saoirse)

The Classics Club